Tuesday, February 28, 2006

Ennui 1.5

The VoiD

well i guess the only reason im what Iam is cause there is nothin much left to protest against, if i had been born 20 years before my time i most probably would have been a leftist or rather on an extreme one who believes in using voilent means of achieving the ends, anywhere at any other particular time and placem, i could have been a part of the french revolution or a part of the ANC or even the indian freedom struggle but i gues would have fought alongside bose and not gandhi, for youth rather believes in urgency and more concrete measures, now in this current scenario what am i supposed to oppose, im not being suppressed and rebels are now trendy like arundathi roy, social work is being accorded superstar status with actors and actress with bulgin cleavages out to adopt people and villages yes this is a good trend but what does it represt, a bulgin void, where hypocrisy and arbitness rule supreme, what do i do? life currently seems o be a null a bleak thing, i know uiam on the way to becoming a leading financer of our times , will most probaly be, and what do i do after that, suddently nothin seems as passionate as it ought to be updike has lost his sheen so has camus, once i would read books with a passion, it is not there anymore doin it out of boredom


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will post rest klatert, as usual excuse moi speeliin

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